Monday, January 28, 2008

i have to be honest this news of my brother's new religion has come as a bit of a suprise. honestly he was the strongest catholic i ever new (shows how many people i knew that actually grasped their catholic religion). sooo do you have to shave your head? are you going to shave your head? if you do send me a photo because your big bald head would look hilarious! thats all i said when i first heard of it.

i support him all the way the open minded religion is something that has always been of interest to me ever since george harrisons song "my sweet lord" ...well i think that is what it is a called. it's true i am not lying (i loved the beatles and i fucking love that song (sorry is swearing bad? haha))

As you sit there and speak to me, so sad, so fully of anger, i remember the last time i saw you. This is what I want to say, but the words won't come out. I sit here screaming it in my head but i am still afraid to tell you. I rang you on the morning you were leaving, I want to tell you, but it would seem that you were in such a rush you had already left. Joseph answered the phone and the first thing he did was tell me how horrible Harry had been to you. Everybody is aware that he didin't play fair well everbody except Harry.I spoke to your Mum on the day you left she was so upset that you had gone and the holiday wasn't what it should have been. Also Harry had performed in his usual nasty way at the airport.I spoke to her a week later and she seemed happier and said that he wasn't behaving too badly.We are planning a babes day out much to Harry's horror I refuse to have anything to do with the man.

And now you sit here, broken over the loss. And i can't even have the guts to say what i wanted to say. I hated him too. I did.